Days have gone

I still feel the same way

No different

From yesterday

The day before that

Or a day since that year

It’s still all the same

No change

No movement

No nothing

Nothing

Absolutely nothing

Nothing at all

The days feel all the same

Dull and as if time has stop

But time moves so quickly

I fear

Yes, fear

That this will never change

Change would be nice

But my soul refuses to move

What if I never forget

But I don’t want to forget

But I have to

But I don’t want to

I’m in rapid decay

I feel my skin slowing drying out

Flaking off

Like a fish?

Yea like a fish

A fish out of water

A fish suffocating without water

Lost of breathe

This may never end

I’m not ok with that

Yet, I haven’t done anything

A cycle of never ending

Never ending?

Yes, never ending

Of what?

Never ending

Fear?

I guess

Sadness?

Probably

Loneliness?

Maybe

I remember the days of when time wasn’t like this

It was pure bliss like the garden of Eden

There was love and happiness

But those days are gone

Time to move on

I guess

I guess?

I guess I hope the past would repeat itself again.